Eight
weeks ago I sat alone in hot humid fourth floor hotel room in Vietnam. Monsoon
rains beat down on my panoramic view balcony, a view in which I never bothered
to enjoy. The sounds of laughter and clinking bottles rung out above the thud
of the rainstorm against the tin roof next door, laughter I had no ambition to
contribute with. I had a motorbike and a camera to roam freely around the
countryside, a photo album which was never documented. No budget, no timeline,
no responsibilities. I had everything most people in the world strive for
except for except for the most important thing of all, happiness and family. Living
the dream as many call it and that dream has become my reality and when I found
myself unsatisfied while living a life most of the world want but will never
get to experience, I knew there was something wrong. Not all who wander are
lost but I was. I was lost, lonely, and directionless, a bad place to be after
nearly three years of unplanned journey’s and uncharted maps. I was a lone traveler
wandering aimlessly around the globe, without direction we have no structure,
and without structure we have no ambition. I realized then that it was the
first time in my life I was without a goal; I had nothing to aim for. I needed
a new challenge, a new horizon to set my sights on. It came to me suddenly and clearly, there was
no mistaking the happiness growing inside my gut. It was time to go home……..
but not before a good challenge.
I’ve
never ridden a bicycle further than 30km before. I don’t even know how to sit down
to peddle as the only bikes I have ever owned where either a bmx or downhill mountain
bike. Taking this into serious consideration, I saw no better way to return to
my small home town of Halifax Nova Scotia than to cycle across the second
largest country in the world from ocean to ocean, crossing 8 provinces, 5 time
zones, 3 months, and 7000 kilometers. What I do know is perseverance is
stronger than fear, will power is stronger than defeat, and the satisfaction of
conquering a challenge will give me strength to overcome any obstacle that gets
between me and my dreams.
Ever since leaving Canada I’ve felt guilty for not
exploring what is said to be one of the most beautiful countries in the world,
a statement in which I can shed no opinion. Whenever asked about my country
while abroad, I was lost for words as I’ve never been a tourist in my own
backyard. It usually ended up in a pessimistic opinion on shitty weather, low
wages, high taxes, and a corrupt government, an opinion in which I’m not proud
of. I’ve never given my country a chance to be that safe haven in which immigrants
are so thankful for, to sip hot chocolate amongst that picturesque snow capped
mountain, to accept the overwhelming friendly hospitality the rest of the world
knows us for. I want to scream my white and red painted face off at a hockey
game, I want eat maple syrup off snow cones, I want to be proud of my country
and I want to know why and cycling from one side to the other is the best way
to find out.
I’ve
spent the past three weeks meeting new family, seeing old friends, and testing
my new bike and gear on the most western side of Canada. My confidence is up
and my spirits are high. The weather looks good and the east awaits. Tomorrow I
hit the road and journey into the unknown, this is going to be one hell of a
ride.
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